After a Long Time

How long was it when I stopped writing in this blog??? Hhhmmm..

Actually I missed writing a lot, so I decided to write on my blog. I know it will be nonsense. I just want to share my thoughts for this day.

This day was surely like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs.

My day starts fine. As in FINE.. It was a normal happy day for me.

But still at the end of the day, I became SUPER DEPRESSED..

I hate it.. I feel so left out..

I feel so ALONE..

I thought I lost all of my friends..

I want their support, even just this day..

But where are they??

Do they really cared for me??

I feel like crying like hell. Hopefully the ground open up and get me.

I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate it.

I'm totally screwed.. Arrgg...

Hello bitterness once again....